i have a superpower no matter what i do no matter how often i try again, i do everything ass-backwards. and this is not about perfectionism, its not about low self-esteem, i just screw everything up again and again, or the things screw up themselves around me (i think i have horrible aura).

but dont worry about me i used to be a fucking loser

the worst thing is when the stuff like the most random diseases and stuff happens to you.